Shirin xotrala Shirin bn ) by John 2 - qism.

hammelaga yana bir bor assalam alikum hikoyani 1 chastiga manmcha unaqa negatv bomadi oshanchu 2 qisminiyam yozvoraqoldm )

Ertalap voxtli turp yana odatdagide ishka ketvotudm oyimla toxtattila

-Hoy bola yoshn 30 ga qarap ketvoti qachon bundo uylanasan manam kelin koramanmi yomi ?

- 30 ga dp qartrvormen ona endi 26 ga kirdmu azgncha ishliy karera qliy uylansh qochmas

-hmm san karera qgunncha chol bolasan manam hudo biladi bormanmi yomanmi u voxtta

-nme unaqa dis onam dp yelkalaridan quchp boshimi qoyp hudo holasa hali kooop navaralarz boladi qolzda kotarp kotta qlas ozz nasp qsa faqat yana azgncha ishliy ozm moshna oliy mami uylarmzi azgna togrliy a onam ozimmi mehribonm chloli onamdan dp yuzlaridan opp ozz hali yengi kelnladesz kelinni nma qlarkanasz dp hazl qldm )

-hnn avrama mani san bola shunaqa dp uylansh haqda gap ochsam darrov sani gapn tayyor

-mayli onam kechka qovoman yaxshi otrn dp yuzlaridan yana br marta opp chq kettim

-extyot bogn voxtliro kegn dganlaricha qoldila (har bitta ona shunaq dsa kere ozi)

Astanovkada avtobus poylap otrudm sms kep qoldi olib qarasam Shirindan yaxshi dam oldizmi hayrli tong dp yozvorganakan

-volikum assalom ddm atilap

-voy uzr assalam alikum

-bolarkanu farosati azgna ishlatsa

-nmaga tilnimas dp yozvorpti

-sms yozvosu tilamas qol bn miya iwlavoti yo oldn gaprvolp yozasmi sz ddm kulgan stiker bn

-)) yoge unaqamas

-ozz qanaqas nmala qvotudz

-manam endi turdm hovli kochalani supr sidriga qarap zavtrk tayalavotudm ozz yotpsz shaklli a haliyam

-a yoge man szdanam voxtli turamanu mandanam oldn oglim turvoladi kn uxlashga bermidi )

-aaa yana qanqa oglz uylanmaganszu

-ogilli bolish uchun uylansh shartamasu )(qotvoman ichmda)

-ha bomasam qayodan ogil ?

-hamma bolla tuglganda ogli bn tugladide ozi )

-babr chunmadm gapizi

bu orada avtobus kep qoldi endigina 6 dan otvotkaniga qaramiy odam koprogakan noiloj tik turp ketwka togri keldi jovop yozomiy qoldm

-yarm soatla yurb oyola ogrp amalab kevoldm avtobusdan astanovkamda tushp ishxonagacha oylanp ketarkanman hayolmda ertalabki tema aylanwi bowladi

... ichmda moshna omasam bomidyov no qaysi pulimga olaman ygp qoygann remontga yetsa yetadi bomasam podvopros uylansham kere buyoda ogaynlarn uylanp bir ikitasni bolasi maktapka chqadgan bop yotpti uje togri topwn yomonamasu no qayoga yetqzwi blmisanamde uygami toygami mownagami yo bowqa orzu havaslagami ?

ufff dp azgna nastroymam tuwp ketti qarasam sgart qurt semicka sotp otradgan tanw hola kornp qoldi

-assalam alikum Odina keneyi (bozorda uje hamma tanw bop ketkanidi wunca voxtti ichida)

-bir pocka Kent 6 bern zajigalgasi bn (ozi chakmastm bir ikki marta qzqp chakkanmmi etmasa hoz nmedr chakkm kep qoldi)

-volikum assalom Jahongir sanmi bolam chakmastnu Alisher akengami ?

-da da bervurn nech pul 14 min beraqo bolam

-hop mana dp sal nari yurp sgaretti yoqqancha yana hayolga berlp ketimman

...Alisher akamla bn gaplashsammikn qarz berp turn dimkn yooo bomid babr uzw kere qarzzi huddi ichmda 2 ta odam borde jalap bir birini gapini inkor qladi )) ozm otdelna dokon ochsamchi hama iwi blsam eplawmga kozm yetsa dp miyada uchqun sachradi pichoga ilnadgan fikr kegande miyaga lekn no tarapi qando etaman shuncha yilli ustozm adami ogaynlari buyoda ozmmiyam akamde bop qoganla br gap bolar dp sgartam tegiga yetp keli dganakan ozi musrkaga tawap Shirin esmga tushp ketti qani nmala dp yozdikin dp telimi qolga oldim 2 marta propuweny 3 ta sms

Qarasam hammasi Shirindan

Smsda voyyy bawrez qursn uyatsz endi chundm nma dganzzi man nmani etvotla dp oylanp yurmman kn tepp qoldi

-hali kelasu uyga dabdalezi chqazaman

-shumtaka

-azgna kuldmde bugun bormiman dp yozvordm )

-srazi jovop keldi togri uyga keln bomasam koradganz koras

-borwm uchun sabab bolw kerede ddm

-sababmi sz yoqtrgan oqati qp qoyarman balki lagmonmi )

-oo ozimi bowimi ozm srtmoqqa tqarkamande )

-srtmogam gapmi oslas kesez hali

-ikki qowu qonmdan kechmismi )

-qonizi ichaman qarap turn

-mani qonimmi ichw hammagayammas ddm

-manam unca munca odammi qonini icmimande ) dp yozvorpti

Daaa sanam balosan ddm ichmda sodda koringann bn testesteronlarnam owp yotkan bosa kere

- toqa chqmasen dolana qatta qon chqarmasen Shirin qattekande buyogi )

-albattade vay

Smslashp imillab magazngayam kechka qolib keldm bta qolmda telefon btasda kalit bn eshini ocharkaman yana 1 2 soatla qolmdan tel tuwmiy smslashp bta qolmda nomiga iw qp voxtimmi otqzdm uyam Malikapani yoniga borishi kerekan bollani tashabolp ulani yonlariga kettila manam ishga qayttm

Kech tushp magazlani yopp uyga qaytm qaytvotkanmda bozordan chqvurshta gul sotvotkan opoqidan bitta qizil chroyli atrgul oldmde tegidan kaltaro qp qirtqtrp olimpkammi ichki chonchegiga sovoldm

Uyga kesam hamma jam Alisher akamam uydekanla obboo atilap qganmi bula ddmde

kirib salomlashib olimpkammi sekn yechp ichidgi gulli korstmiy vishelkaga ilib qoydmde yonlariga otrdm

-yaxwi kevosanmi Jahongir magaznda qanqa ishla masala yomi ? dp savol berdla Alisher aka

-hudoga shukr hammasi joyida savdo bop turibdi masala yo hammasi zor

-baraka top mana shuncha yildan beri ishlavosan sandan yomonli kormadk togrimi onasi Malikapamam:

-albatta adasi ozimmi ukamde bop ketti bror marta gapmga yo dmagan hop boladi keneyi didi qachon qarasa yaxwlik korse korganmz yomonlik kormadk

Yana miya sqwwi bowladi nma gap ozi ne bunaq dywvoti tinchlim nmadr boldmi ili dp Shiringa koz tashp qoyardm uyam hch nmadan habari yo odamde termlp otrardi

-yana Alisher aka gap boshlap hullas Johongir mana yonmda nechi yilladan beri yurdn yaxw yomon kunda yonmda boldn bunichun kotta raxmat sanga agar wu voxt ichida konini ogrtkan bosam hapa qgan bosam kechrp qoygn

-yage ne unaqa dis ustoz hapali yo bowqa dlxrali haqda gap soz bolw mumkunamas sladan mindan min rozimanu lekn ochigi nma dmoqchi boganilani chunmyamman

-biroz kulgan holda Alisher akam qarab gap shundaki mana yoshnam kotta bop qoldi endi kichkina bolamassan oila quradgan karera qladgan yowdasan qsqasini etadgan bosam sanga yengi dokon ochbermoqchman joyini ozn top holsen bozordan holsen mahalen ili boshqa joydan shuncha manga yaxwli qgann qolmda br sommga hyonat qmiy iwlagann haqqi sanam oz bznisini ql endi buyogiga

-kutlmagan yengilidan azgna tilam gapka kemiy qoldi yoge keremas Alisher aka (dvomanu ichmda hursan bop ketvoman shunaq tezmi hali oyludma shuni) manga hozgi ishmam yaxshi

-yooo keremas peremas qma olasan sani halol haqqn bu hullas gappi kopaytrma joy topp manga et boptmi mani ishlarm bor qani omin dp dasturxonga fotxa tortp chqp kettila

Malikapamam :

-Jahongir anchadan beri etp yurardla shu narsani akezla shunca voxt yonmzda boldz ishlarini ozz yurgazdz bundan judayam hursanmz hamamz szdan yomonli kormadk Alisher akezlani sz uchun qp qoygan nyatlaridi bu oshanchun yo dmastan olin

-mayliyu keneyi bunaqa kotta narsani olsham galatde hjolatchili

-hcham unaqamas sz bunga loyiqsz i ozz mehnatz bn erwtz owanchun yo dmen

-hop mayli

Malikapamla voy Johongrga oqat suzdnmi Shirin ?

Shirinam tikilib otrganakan sovoldan esankrap voy esm mana hoz hoz dp wowp turp oqatga qarawi bowladi

-Mayli sla bemalo oqatlanvolila bzani maktabdgi tadbrga qladgan ishlarmz bor togrimi bolala Komron sinini ol yur hali ustozlarn bergan narsalani yodlashlarn kere dp ulayam chq ketwti

Oshxonada Shirin ikalamz qoldk

Mana oqatz dp oldmga oqati qoydi mmm hidlarini qornam och buyoda yoqtrgan oqatn lagmon iwtaxa bn ichshi boshladm

-yaxshi kevosmi Jahongraka charchamadzmi ?dp choy uzatti

-yo raxmat ozzchi organp qoldzmi ?

-ha raxmat organp qoldm faqat azgna uydglani sognvoman.

-hc qsi yo borp kevosu haptada organp ketas lekn oqat zor chqpti doimgde dp maqtap qoydm

-a etkanca yaxwmi haqatan yo kongl uchun etvosmi

-yo rostan etvoman a konz uchun bosa boshqa narsa bor

-voy nmekan u dp qzqsnp qaradi

-qowuni qoydmde choydan ichp ornmdan turdmde viwelkadigi olmpkamdan gulli sekn oldmde ogirlmastan turp kozzi yumnci qani ddm

-hop mana lekn nma ozi iwqlp nmadr sop qoymismi ichmga

-yoge jinivoy dp ogrilib oldiga yaqn kelib yuziga gulli yaqn opkeldmde boldi ochvurn ddm

-asta kozini ochib gulli kordide voooooyyyyyy bunchaaaaa chroyliiiii dp qolmdan tortvoldi hidlap mmmmm hidlarini rasa sognmman gul hidini

-yoqtimi ?

-rasayammmm raxmat Johongiraka dp chaqnagan kozlari bn qarab

-a endi Gulga gul sovga qp bomidyu mayli ddm

-voyey szi maqtovlarzdan erp ketmasamde wu oxri

-ersez ozm bir qowu suv bn ichvoraqolaman

-bir qowuga toyasmi ddi

-nech qowu chqwzga qarapde endi ddm manam unga qarap oqatlanwyam toxtatp

-nec qowu cqwi szga bogliqde endi ertadgan szku ddi uyam kozi caqnap

-unda anca munca cqarkan canqogmmi bosolsa boldide

-bosolsa kere

Azgna voxt qogan gaplarzm kozlada davom etti

wu payt tana qzp tomrlarda qon yugrp qulolayam ding bop qoganidi kozla uje br briga o'tli qarap oljasga tawlanwka tayyor turgande qarrdi nafas olwlayam tezro tusga kirib nma bosa boldi ddmde wundo ornmdan turp yaqn bordmde bow turgan qolidan ozmga qatm tortm voy dp ikala qoli komregmga kep yarm qucolangam holatda turp qoldi qulolariga yanayam yaqn bordm azgna seskanp ketkani blindi chunki titrapro ketti kutlmagan harakatan qayno nafasm boyniga qulolariga urlar ikalamzam br brimzi nafasmzi bemalo ewtardu qulogini yumwo joyiga yaqn borp ichmdglani pchrlab etwi bowladm

Brinchi marta korganmda sanga nsbatan qanqadr iliqlini hs qgaman wundan beri san haqnda oyliman oilavy ahvoln waroitin manga qzumas sani yaxshi koraman judayam lekn sanda manga nsbatan nma borligini blmiman oylimanki sani jovopnam yoq bomidi dp qulolaridan uzolawp kozlariga qaradm uyam manga tkilib turardi keyin pastga qaradyu hiqilab yglavordi bunaq bolwini kutmaganidm azgna dodrap Shirin ne yglavosan nma boldi yaxwmsan dp ikala yelkasdan tutp yuzini qolm bn ozmga qaratp gapr nma boldi dp savol berardm halyam yglrdi azgna otb

- kechrn Johongiraka yengiltabiatli qoydm ozmam blmyamman nme unaq qganmmi

ozimmi bowqaromiy qoldm kechrn dp zorga gaprardi

-ee jinivoy nmekann dpman qorqtvordnu odami dp bagrimga bosdm boldi yglama dp sochlarini sladm yuzi yelkamga qoyganca halyam hqilavotudi Shirin ddm:

-hmmmm ddi ygi aralaw

- boldi ozinga kel manga qarachi kozlarn qara hoz makyajn oqib ketadi kn boynn bn yuzn ikki xl bop qoladi dsam

-tqlganga oxwap kulvordide born szga hazl bosa dp arazlagande ohangda gaprdi

-ke otriluci dp otqzp piyolaga suv quyb oberdm ol ich

-azgna hopladide yuzlarini qoli bn artp uyo buyogini torilap yuzmga qarap Johongiraka hozg gaplarz seryozni etzmi yo shunchaki ustmdan kuldzmi ? Hazlidi dn iltimos

-hn kuldm ustndan hazl qldm bowqa iwm yoku mani ikinci stavka sirkda iwliman kuldrwga

-yoo notori chunmen faqat faqat

-nima faqat ?

-man er korgan ayolmanu uje Johongiraka sz hali uylanmagansz qanaqp bunaq bolwi mumkun ozz oylen?

-togrisini etsam ozmam hayronman nmaga sani yoqtrp qoldm nmaga bunaqa tez joy oldn konmdan

-babr bza brga bolomimzku Johongraka tuwunn ?

-ne bolomimz ?

-axr uylanshz kere siz?

-uylandm dgani sandan kechshm kere dganimi shunda ?

-yoooq lekn qande brga bolamz?

Togrisi ozmdayam owa payti jovop yogidi

Azgna otrganmzdan kn uyam indamy dasturxoni ygwtrwi bowladi manam ozmmi noqule hs qp honamga chqp kettm bundan owu gaplawmadk mani miyamda bosa endi rostakasm majlis bowlanvotud joymga yotarkaman ketma ket savolla kelardi nma qvoman ozi nma holavoman sevp qoldimmi hoz shunaqa osonmi bunaqamastnu Johon shuncha qzla bn gaplawp konn jizilamagan mawi qzga povtn berp qoyvosanmi hoz Ozi maqsadn nima bir marta yotwmi yo bowqami unaq qlw uchun mintayu kocadgsiyam ozi koni yarm qzi yana konini parcalap nomardi iwini qp ketmocmsan ? ikinchi tarafdan bowqa odam gaprvoti sanga poxuymasmi san buzgann yogu oilasni tori Joxon lekn oznam qanqadr yoqtrp qogann bor narsayu brga otqzgan voxtndan oznam qanqadr maza qvosanu energya ovosanu miyada yana yarm soat bir soatladan kn ozmca yecm topkanidm eri yo bosa san nkohlavosenchi toy qmasndan oldn nkoh qvolasanmi nma qpti uyam nikoh buyam nikoh faqat bunsi toysiz boladi asosysi halol boladi ha. lekn bu fikrga u nma diydi qani koramza dp wowkanca telimmi titklap topp Shiringa sms yozdm

-uxlamadnmi hali

-yo szchi dgan sms keldi

-yo oylanp yotimman ddm

-nmani ?

-huddi nmalgni blmidgande gaprmagn oznam manmcha shu narsalani oylavosan?

-hmm toptz

-Shirin sanga muhm gapm bor smsda noqule ozn bn gaplawwm kere

-hoz qande gaplawas ?

Oshxonaga chiq manam chqaman?

-jinnimsz Johongiraka uydgla korp qosa nma dgan odam bolamz ?

-Voxima qma chiqur nmadr bosa man turimmanu

-hop lekn Alisher akayam qaytmadla hali kep qosala nma boladi ?

-kesa darvaza ochladyu ewtasan bol gappi kopaytrmagn

-hoop hoz siz chqvurn

Sekn turp kiyimlarm kiyp owxonaga qarap tuwtm tuwvotkanda Malikapalani honasga azgna qulo tawap hc qanqa ovoz ewtmagandan kn owxonaga kirdm holodlnidan muzdero narsa qdrp ochp turganidm ewik "giiyq" etp Shirini bowi korndi

Uni iwiga bir kulgm kep holodlnini yoparkaman kir jinni nma qp turpsan buratinaga oxwap?

-Johongiraka oldraman szi brov korp qosa nma boladi ?

-toy boladi ddm kulp tapcanga otrp

-bezsza kulwizi qaren sz ogl bolas manchi qanaqp qariman holami yuzlariga ?

-bopti ke bundo yaxwlap otrvol jiddiy gapm bor sanda

-hop ewtaman

-Shirin kmdr sanga halol munosabat taklf qsa rozi bolasanmi ?

-kim?

-kimligini qoyp tur hami yomi ?

-blmadm lekn kmliginiyam blwm kereku ikkinchi marta wowmiman endi yana tilim kuywini holamiman Johongiraka

-masalan man ddm

-sizzzz ? lekn qanaqp ?

-sani nikohmga omochman ozini rozlgn bn albatta san bn halol munosabat qmoqchman.

- lekn uyzdgla ?

- uydglani qoyp tur ozn uchun jovop ber blaman tanwkanmzga kop bomadi lekn yetarlicha blvoldk br brimz haqmzda san bn buyogiga unaqa arosata gaplawp yurgm kemyapti jovopn blmochman wuncun borini gapr tortnma wotigi gap oramzda qoladi

- azgna yerga qarap oylanp turdide mayli yengltabiat dp oylirsz mani lekn bowida wunchaki tanwde qaraganidm lekn wu qsqa vaqt ichida qachon konglimga kirib ulgirdiz ozmam blmi qoldm erke zotidan koynm qop boganidi lekn szi uchratkanmdan kn fkrlarm tarqoq bop ketti hozgi savolzga bosa battar bowm qotti

-hop ddmam dylik lekn qando boladi?Alisher aka holamla ewtsa nma boladi?

-buyogiga kese oznam ewttn yengi dokon ochp ozimi iwimi bowliman manam sanyam yonmga ovomoqchman brga harakat qp hamasni uddalmz uydgla holelaga kese hammasini yotigi bn chuntramz vaqt soati bn lekn hoz muhimi bowqa narsa ikalamz shu narsaga brinchi qadammz

-blmasam blmasam Johongraka qorqvomanam.

Shirinni yoniga borp yelkasdan uwap ozmga qaratp manga iwon hammasi yaxwi boladi man bormanku yonnda hopmi dp pewanasdan opp qoydm

Uyam manga jilmayb rozi bogande kozlari bn imlap qoydi wu payt bagrmga qattm boskm kep ozmga torttm ozimi wunaqa hotrjam hs qlardm ozini yoqtrgann koninga otrgan odam ozini bagrnda bosa mazzade bundan owu nma kere qalb hotrjam uyam bagrmda indamiy turardi qancha turganmz blmiman darvaza ochlganidan huwyor torttk ikalamzam wowp uyam bagrmdan bowalp honasiga chqp ketti manam sveti ochrp honamga kettm.Endi boladgan iwi tezro bogani yaxw dp rejala tuzarkaman kozm ilina bowladi...

( shu joyida etp ketmochmanki erke kiwini hayotida koplap qzla foxwalayam boladi lekn babr kmidr bowqalarga nsbatan kopro yaxw koradi foxwalanmasu qasdr qiz ili ayollide hikoyani shu joyiga keganda nikoh bn qlingan munosabat shirinro boladi dgan manoda nikoh temasni qowp davom etrdm senaryni wtobi nafsini quli bogan bazi koncini sukalayam borki yaxw hulq atvorli eridan ajragan hayoti oxwamagan ili beva ayollaga vadala berp aldab konini sndradi agar kmgadr teyp ketkan bosa jajdeni ozmga etarsan...2 qismda tugatmoqchidm shirin joyini finalga op qoydim kechrila )))